Playground

27Jan10

Playground in May, stormy day, rain clouds come to play, you didn’t stay. Try to remember, easy to forget living in the light there’s no time for regret. Before day breaks, the sun sets. Leaves wither, yellowing in spring, they spiral dying before they feel sunshine. I can’t remember, I am already and always forgetting. [...]

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Alex Lemons

27Jan10

An article from the Waterloo/Cedar Falls Courier. Alex Lemons was a friend and classmate of mine. I will be visiting the lemon tree that was planted in his memory at our middle school soon because a new school has been built nearby. Our old elementary school has been torn down. The last time I remember [...]

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Avatar

27Jan10

SERIOUSLY I hate when I get spam comments on my blog and I hate it even more when it’s some advertisement for Avatar so, FUCK YOU, AVATAR! Issac Maez mustwatchmovies.net masterone@yahoo.com 82.31.82.41 2010/01/25 at 4:45pm Good stuff. Best movie I have seen in a while is Avatar hands down. That movie was well done and [...]

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The Missing Pot

24Jan10

this song was honestly inspired by missing beans, and they are dearly missed… the word “Recurrence” was accidentally pasted there by me but i thought it was interesting and left it in. the slashes are from when i left the document open and my cat jumped on the keyboard and scared the crap out of [...]

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Tags: accident, beans, blues, ghost, green, kitchen, lima, mailbox, man, missing, pot, recurrence, song, string

YouTube: Commericals and Zombies!

24Jan10

This is your friendly neighborhood YouTuber and like all things my affections can be purchased with your loyal viewing of my horrifyingly lame videos. Come on down and tell ‘em blastedgoat sent ya but I think it’s only fair to warn you that by reading this or viewing my videos you are, in effect, selling [...]

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Tags: ads, brittney spears, caption, commericals, consumerism, creative, e-mail, jon and kate plus 8, lame poetry, michael jackson, Rant, selling your soul, Spam, vagina, YouTube, zombie

Recurrence

24Jan10

Sketchers pound erratically on uneven stairs that I take at top speed, flashing a jagged key, twisting an oval knob, heart racing past a pile of summer shoes. I bolt the door behind me and instantly remember a dream I had when my bedroom overlooked Broadway Street. I heard a creature snarling under the porch. [...]

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Half-Asleep

24Jan10

Am I going insane or just walking around half-asleep again? I hear clowns or something more sinister laughing from the closet. I throw my cat-pillow but she is heavier than I remember so she lands close enough to encircle my head again. I see a familiar number on the loud buzzing face, I can’t ignore [...]

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Snap

24Jan10

I could tell you the whole story, but even that would be quite incomplete. Imagine your memories, now try to imagine memories that there aren’t any pictures of… how far back do they go? What happens to moments that aren’t important, those that dry up and stir around like dust falling through thick rays of [...]

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Tags: blastedgoat, dissapear, ground, hiccup, hippocampus, jack, memories, nonsense, poem, sky, snap, story, sun

Years

18Jan10

Everything is at odds and nothing is even, you grab me by the hand to let me know you’re leaving. Well I’m sorry but I just can’t. I… feel way too tied to this place. I wish I could just forget, be able to erase… Years I spent with you… Years I spent with you…

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