I might not know exactly what I’m doing with my life but I do know what I’m not going to be doing. I’m never buying a house, or a new car or a big screen TV. I probably won’t ever get a great job so I’m probably not going to be able to pay off my debts… however, I am trying to become enlightened enough that none of those things will matter, at least really matter.
I always knew life was an illusion but it became so real after years of getting it beat into my head. I was told I could do anything, be anything, just as long as I worked hard for it. I do work hard but now I’m finally learning the importance of enjoying life. I cook and listen to music and learn random facts about obscure subjects and take pictures of EVERYTHING.
I’m fine with that kind of life.
I really don’t want to be in this same place next year. It’s not a resolution or anything, I don’t believe in stuff life that. It’s more a feeling: I feel I am preparing for a long journey only I don’t know how long it will last, where I will end up or if I will ever return…
So, until I decide to run away and never return or resign to stay here forever, here are some neat views of my neighborhood in the middle of February:
I went on my first walk of the year yesterday, one of many more to come! I will post pictures if I run across anything interesting and happen to have my camera handy :)