A yellow-striped Tamagotchi toy cat rests on a windowsill. She does not move. She does not sniff the cold metallic air… REPOSTED from: monochrome jade thoughts dream wrathfully.
This series was taken in our old house on Rainbow Dr. Ginger is no longer with us but I have a hard drive & heart full of pictures and memories that I like to post from time to time to remind myself that I had an amazing friend and that she is still with me. […]
This was taken at a costume party. I believe it was for my 21st birthday. The people in the picture are Kasey, Emily and Angie (Angie is wearing cat ears, Kasey is the mustachioed fellow and Emily is in the middle dressed as “The Dude”) This party is taking place at the crazy 88, an […]
I don’t have my little kitty around to take any more photos with me but I have a lot of old footage I plan on grabbing pictures from… some people might call this unhealthy but I probably had an unhealthy relationship with my cat before she died and it hasn’t changed much in the few […]
Well I didn’t quite make my goal of posting every day for the rest of the year but I did have quite a few posts in December 2010! I have a lot of material that is bursting from my fingers and just waiting to be edited and posted so I think 2011 will be an […]
I have been having really strange dreams. Dreams where I am trying to snap a picture of my dead cat. She is never dead in my dream even if she is sleeping under a foot of snow and inches of dirt in my Grandmother’s backyard. Sometimes her leg is maimed, other times she is blurry […]
This is my kitty, she will be missed dearly by me. This song is A True Story of a Story of True Love by The Books, they are an awesome band. (Did you see their link in the music section on the right side of my blog?) I am working on several poetry videos to […]
I have probably thrown away those “standing for Obama” stickers, I know the blue painters tape is looong gone. Zach may have even ripped that exact DEX telephone directory in two. We gave the kitchen table to Kasey and Emily who don’t use it very much either. I tucked the worn purple collar Emily bought […]
It’s true, I’ve been lost since my little kitty left. Even with dry eyes the days are long. Try to do my best to keep you from drowning in my dreams at night. I wish to hold you once more, tell you everything’s all right.
The sun blinds me through a window with no blinds as I lean over to examine this pale blue afternoon. A cat yet again sits on a plastic storage bin amid recently emptied boxes. 7:53 but a bee buzzes still near a tree, near my window. Three large pictures broken-up with: white window-latches, burgundy curtains, […]
No, that is not a type-o. No, I am not Chinese. Chinese American food is not Chinese. Fortune cookies are not Chinese. Children of Chinese immigrants are not Chinese, they are Chinese-American but I am not Chinese so this is not a matter that concerns me at all. What concerns me is simply and feverishly […]
Am I going insane or just walking around half-asleep again? Do I wear my hair in stranger places on my bobbing-head? A caricature, less mature than I really am? I turn over in the morning to avoid the sun pouring in the window. Citrus sourness stinging eyes that flutter open like warm butterflies. Drift out […]
I’m sitting in our hotel room. What a shit hole. Luckily, we will be moving into a house *cross your fingers* and then we shall have a huge housewarming party! I also go back to school tomorrow after having a much needed but ill utilized break. Spring break to be specific. It’s not like I […]