Last Night [A Musing on Birthday Parties]

Last night was amazing! I met a few new people and a few old people again. I don’t go out very much but on special occasions such as birthdays I’m obligated to! I have two more birthdays to celebrate next weekend and it got me thinking about parties. Parties seem like they are their own […]

Drug Documentary

I’m compiling footage from YouTube for a documentary. So far I’m only using news clips and prescription drug advertisements and bits from other good documentaries. I may record original footage to include… the ideas sort of sprang from looking up clips on the internet. I’m also interested in the possibilities of a YouTube/Windows Movie Maker […]

A Clash of Creative Mediums & Minds

I might have been a little naughty yesterday and forgot to blog. Since it is only a few after midnight I thought I would get my apology in just over the wire and make a place for what is hopefully going to be the most awesome blog post ever for it must fill the shoes […]

Finally Getting Some Hits!

It is 4:35 in the morning and I am checking my blog stats. I have spent a good few years uploading old writing assignments, random information articles, occasional life updates, opinions on current events and, of course, horrible poems accompanied by original YouTube videos, to my various WordPress blogs and my oldest blog, self-titled blastedgoat, […]

Needles Don’t Fall Far

Celebrex Lunesta Abilify Zoloft Prozac Acid… Mother’s on drugs again. Weed Crack Alcohol Oxy Vicadin Meth… Mother’s on drugs again. Cigarettes almost burn down our apartment landing in her lap, excess fat singed to the chair forever. Smell hair burned into my mind forever! I ran once, fuck this place. I’m not going back, I […]

Mandy on “Candy”

I just watched a really awesome movie called “Candy.” It made me realize that the kind of life I’m bound to have is one of the “drug addict” variety, not that I am going to be on drugs necessarily, but that my life will have moments of extreme bliss followed by periods of despair. The […]

Last Day of June

It is beautiful outside, especially for an Iowa summer. We are just breaking into July which means fireworks! I hope nobody blows their hands off but you can never be sure… I’m drinking (slightly) if you call two beers (one shotgunned) and a strawberry margarita slightly drinking… I have never been a heavy drinker but […]

Discos and Ragoons

No, that is not a type-o. No, I am not Chinese. Chinese American food is not Chinese. Fortune cookies are not Chinese. Children of Chinese immigrants are not Chinese, they are Chinese-American but I am not Chinese so this is not a matter that concerns me at all. What concerns me is simply and feverishly […]

Morning Buzz

Am I going insane or just walking around half-asleep again? Do I wear my hair in stranger places on my bobbing-head? A caricature, less mature than I really am? I  turn over in the morning to avoid the sun pouring in the window. Citrus sourness stinging eyes that flutter open like warm butterflies. Drift out […]