October 13th Musings–Rainy Days & Documentaries

Too bad it’s Saturday instead of Friday but it being one of my favorite days in one of my favorite months I thought it would be fun to prod my mind this rainy day. I want to have a Halloween party (my favorite holiday) and possibly even ride on my first “party bus”… I suppose […]

Editing Drugs — Drug Wars in the Media

BLASTEDGOAT here, thought I would dust off and post this rough edit of my first long-ish documentary. So far I’m gathering sources, learning how to put things together and most importantly citing sources so you can access unedited information as much as is possible, warranted and wanted. Below, I’ve detailed sources I remember and can […]

Mandy on “Candy”

I just watched a really awesome movie called “Candy.” It made me realize that the kind of life I’m bound to have is one of the “drug addict” variety, not that I am going to be on drugs necessarily, but that my life will have moments of extreme bliss followed by periods of despair. The […]

Half-Asleep

Am I going insane or just walking around half-asleep again? I hear clowns or something more sinister laughing from the closet. I throw my cat-pillow but she is heavier than I remember so she lands close enough to encircle my head again. I see a familiar number on the loud buzzing face, I can’t ignore […]

Morning Buzz

Am I going insane or just walking around half-asleep again? Do I wear my hair in stranger places on my bobbing-head? A caricature, less mature than I really am? I  turn over in the morning to avoid the sun pouring in the window. Citrus sourness stinging eyes that flutter open like warm butterflies. Drift out […]

My Mother

September 23, 2008 Perspectives in Death & Dying Presentation Word Count 725 My mother is dying, and we are already trying to make up for lost time. During visits we talk about how she’s feeling, mentally and physically. My mom was in a terrible car crash while under the influence of drugs. When the car […]